It's a good thing I love my Wife

Because right now there is not a lot else that I do. Not to say that there is anything in particular that I hate. I just seem to be stuck in a rut, and to make it worse, I think that I'm okay with that, even though I know that I shouldn't be. Well I guess it gets me down sometimes, like at this moment, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this (then again it could be that bad cheese I ate earlier). I think I need to come up with something new. Any suggestions?? I think that I'm just sick of being okay with not going out, not having any close friends (besides Jordan), and not changing anything. I don't know, maybe I'm dwelling on the past to much. I think that a lot of this is coming from the anxiety that I'm having about what to do with my life. I thought I wanted to do accounting, but I'm not sure that I'm getting it enough to do it for the rest of my life, then again I could not be getting it because I was being lazy and not doing the amount of work that was actually required (that's changed now, I'm playing catch-up). Still I'm not feeling good about something, I just can't put my finger on it. I really hope it starts working out, that would be good.